Wednesday, October 12, 2005

oh blogger.. how i miss thee! now that i got everyone's attn on the xanga i can use this as my personal outlet..

early this morning from 1-4:30 i talked to r.salonga.. it was nice to have that feelin of affection again.. i guess i've lost touch with my girly emotions because of all that has happened with mame.. i've been set to do routine things & i haven't had any fun.. so talkin to R was a nice change.. kissable lips.. haha but he's stationed in korea so i know it's all good to just talk to him since i will not see him (at least, any time soon)

to address the frank business, i can't imagine a day not seein him.. i know how pathetic i might sound (esp because of the age gap -- 5 yrs), but he makes me sing everytime i see him.. there's just somethin about the way he looks at me with those adorable brown eyes, pretends he's not lookin, & later asks me to go places with him (u all know i always refuse an offer).. the only issue i have with him is that he's too chicken to ask me out in front of my parents.. haha.. he prolly knows that they'll get angry.. ah the sweet taste of forbidden crushes.. also, i'm a bit sad since this week is the last day for construction (meaning = i will not see him again)

i can honestly say that my mom leavin for pinas was a partial blessing.. i usually can't show that much interest in a guy when she's around.. even tho she says i'm old enough, there still lies a strong harness that stops me from falling in love.. so these 3 weeks of bliss have been great.. thank you, mame, for giving me this gift even tho u had to leave this earth for me to experience it..

at night i still have sadness for my grandma's passing.. but with people out there losing their family, i can't really complain of one life.. pakistan had a 7.2 earthquake, hurricane damage in lousiana & texas, flooding in latin america.. gosh, is the end-times? who knows, right? just be prepared!

eek i have a hp420 (gender and minority) midterm right now.. i'm scared to my bones

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